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MasterZ1231

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Hello everyone, although I have a feeling everyone who used to watch me on DeviantArt has long since left the site. A ton of shit has happen. I mean, it has been 4 FUCKING YEARS. So let's start off with the big shit.


I've not changed my handle yet (long live MasterZ1231) but I do plan on changing it soon as I have learned in the past 4 years that I am actually transgender. My name is Zoe, I identify as female and my pronouns are she/her. This realization has led to a LOT of art that I've never posted ANYWHERE, but I might post that art here because honestly I don't give a shit anymore.


SO... WHAT'S HAPPENED??? First off, I'm at a point where I'm doing art at a somewhat professional level. My art has been featured on a couple of projects from some musicians, it's been officially published, I've actually gone to art school, and funny enough I actually haven't been doing art that much in the past 4 years. I have found a love for music, writing and performing songs. I've got a band now, it's called Red Night (I know, very original, might change the name) and we've put out one EP (of not so good quality) and are currently finishing up our first album 'Hold On To Your Heart -Deluxe Edition-' (which is a remaster of the EP with 5 new songs on top of the remastered songs), and we're ALSO recording our first studio album 'Harmony And Dissonance'. (LINK IN BIO TO RED NIGHT, DON'T LISTEN TO HOLD ON TO YOUR HEART UNTIL THE DELUXE EDITION COMES OUT, VIBE TO AIMLESS)


I'm also in college now. I left DeviantArt when I was a freshman in high school, I find it almost fitting that I return when I'm a freshman in college. I'm a secondary music education major at Missouri Southern State University and I'm also writing music for the MSSU Jazz Ensemble (and hopefully the MSSU Concert Band as well). Although I haven't been active on my DA page at ALL, I have been VERY active on other social media platforms. If you play guitar at all, you've probably seen some of my tabs that I've created on websites like Ultimate Guitar and Songsterr. If you play piano, you may have seen some of my piano arrangements on MuseScore. I've spent the last four years learning how to read, arrange, and ultimately compose music for large bands and ensembles.


So now I guess it's time for the big question that nobody is asking: "Why are you coming back to this shitstain of a website?"

The answer: I need a place to post my art and I want to make prints and shit.


I'm not gonna be as active as I was in 2016-2017 but I will definitely be posting more often than I have been in the past four years. Every one of my watchers has grown and so have I, so expect the art I post now to be NOTHING like the art I used to post. Hope to meet some new people through this return!!!


See ya soon!

- Zoe

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Leaving

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DeviantArt has given me a lot. It gave me a reason to do art, it made me feel like I had something. That was maybe 1-2 years ago. I've changed. 1-2 years ago, I gained a bunch of followers through fanart. Not really a bunch, but it felt like a lot. So much has happened in that time, the moment I turned from fanart to traditional and expressive art, I lost traction. Felt unappreciated. The Pennywise drawing, aka fanart, got views again. Then more traditional art popped up and views went back down. I don't care about views. I just understand that to thrive on DeviantArt you have to be creating fanart or you just get lucky. I've joined Behance because this will look more professional when looking for jobs/commissions. I've also launched my own art website/blog to try gaining some traction that way. While I only have 3 followers on zaccart.com I have gained that after a month of creating the website, barely even posting. I suggest you check out zaccart.com since this will be my primary art location. (Please check it out I'd really appreciate it) You can also follow my Instagram, zacc_with_2_cs for art and stuff. Though I'm not a SoundCloud rapper, I am doing stuff on SoundCloud. So check me out on there. ( soundcloud.com/masterz1231 ) To all who have supported me on here (though you may be few and far) I want to thank you so much. Good luck to you all!
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50 SUB SPECIAL

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I reached 50 subscribers on YouTube! I'd really like for some people to ask me to draw some stuff because I'm gonna be doing a video where I just draw it in ms paint and completely fuck it up lol. What u want me to draw?
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I joined DeviantArt to put myself and my artwork out there. For a while, I thought I was. But I realize that DeviantArt isn't the greatest place for artists hoping to achieve professional levels someday. DeviantArt is plagued by so many Sonic OC's, Art Thiefs, Fetish Art, Hate, etc. I'm not leaving DA for two reasons: 1, I have friends supporting me. 2, I don't have anywhere else to go. I need a group that will HELP me get myself out there. I need an alternative, whether it be a group or a different platform, I need something. Any suggestions in the comments are welcomed with full pleasure. I'll be addressing the art thieves in more detail in the future.
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Death is like someone shot a cannonball right through your stomach, leaving a great big hole. Eventually it starts to close up from the outside in...

... and one day it'll be DIFFERENT, the load won't feel quite as heavy. 'Course then you'll hear a song or somebody will laugh or the wind will blow the wrong way, and the hole will tear wide open again, but believe it or not it heals back faster each time.

Death isn't like losing a job or getting a divorce. You just don't get over it. You have to integrate it into your life. Learn to live with it. But... life does get better.
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